Hello everyone, this is an entry i have been planning to write for a while now, I know you all prefer me to write about Princess Sheridan's clips, and i will do that again soon, I promise ;-) but now it is time to share my story that some of you may find close to yours maybe?
It all begun when i was around 7, there was this girl that was a friend of mine and one day we came up with an idea, i was the puppy and she was my owner, so we spent that afternoon with me on my fours following her around except for the part where she sent me "outside" for being a bad puppy. To this day i remember how much i liked it, how right it felt, not being able to talk, following a girl that was one year younger, being punished... but she didn't enjoy the game, so we never did that again.
Later on, as i grew up, i remember watching the Batman animated series on TV and a new character i didn't know appeared on the screen, a stunning red headed girl that used her looks to drive men insane with lust, teased them until they were eating from her palm, and then gave them a poisonous kiss, yup, while the other kids liked Catwoman's feline behavior, i was falling for Poison Ivy, and that was when my lip/kissing fetish was born, and the terrible Batman & Robin movie in 1997 only made it worse.
Of course at that age i was still very young to understand all this, i just found the character irresistibly beautiful and wanted to be her slave (which meant doing whatever she asked) but it wasn't until puberty that i realized how much strong dominant women turned me on. i distinctively remember one day in school when a really sexy girl decided to give me a "hard" day, always a shy kid i watched her from afar but that day she had a seat in front of me and begun to use her feet in my crotch. i tried to resist at first, but my defenses were penetrated quite easily. Only the bell saved me from staining my pants, but it wasn't just the stimuli that got to me, it was the sensation of being toyed with by a girl who was only teasing me and didn't have any intentions of providing relief.
i guess i should mention that during those years, my fantasies revolved around fully dressed women that teased and tortured me, yet i still didn't know anything about this lifestyle. One day i was having a geeky discussion about which girl was hotter in a fanmade videogame, everyone chose the submissive girl while i picked the wild dominant lady, one of the guys told me that i probably had a "submissive" personality and that was the precise moment in which i learned about domination and submission, thanks to Mr. Google of course *giggles*.
It was funny that i felt i had discovered a world that i already knew, without realizing it i was already a fan of tease and denial and longed to serve a woman, not to mention the taste for leather and whips i developed across the years, yet i also found out about other things, like hypnotic domination, forced feminization, any kind of humiliation and CBT, thanks in no small part to Milovana, a site where people upload web teases, mostly femdom.
i discovered that i can't keep an erection when there are things in my anus (for example ice cubes) or how amazing it feels when i ruin an orgasm and the frustration hits me, only because i was told to do it, and most importantly, that i like to loose control
Of course, only until i found Princess Sheridan, a person who, even thought She is not in front of me, i still feel compelled to obey and please.
Well, that's all, i am not going to drag this any further, thanks for reading. See ya!